Alisons randomness

13 May
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I am no one
I cause all my own pain

"all the drugs in the world wouldnt save her from herself"

"Nothing. Nothing is wrong, and asking is against the rules. Crying is against the rules. You're strong, don't let them break you . They're trying to destroy you."

Im going to write in this like on one can read it

Im alone now
its just better this way
Its so hard to do and so easy to say...but sometimes you just have to walk away
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